"There is no Passion to be found PLAYING SMALL, in settling for a LIFE that is less than the one you are capable of Living.....
Red Solar Dragon, Nelson Mandala

Monday, June 11, 2012

A God Inspired Union

I have been thinking about this for quite some time and I have not seem to be able to shake it off of me.  I need to express my thoughts about Love as it means to me and this is the platform in which I choose to express it.  After all this is my blog.  So I thought I would share my feelings about LOVE.  I  was married for 20 years.  And although I thought I was happy somewhere deep inside of me I knew that this marriage was not quite what I wanted. I did not feel forfilled. It was not assisting me in going where I wanted to go spiritually and it was not a journey we could take together because it was not a journey  he wanted to travel on. At this point, I  began to understand that this journey was a personal one and that my spirit was calling me to walk on this path alone.  It was very scary to embark on any journey and when you have to do it by yourself it can be overwhelming scary especially when you are use to having company.  But, this was my journey and no one else.  It was time for me to know myself and to grow in ways that I did not know I could.    My life seem to have fallen apart.  I felt lost and confused, extremely hurt, very sad, very angry and cried a lot.    I don't drink, smoke do drugs or anything so I could not escape myself my feelings my thoughts.. they were my constant friend and sometimes my only friend.  It is kinda of interesting to discover that you really do grow into yourself and it takes years to unveil  your true self.  This is not something that just happens, it is something that takes years of work hard laborious work and removing layer after layer after layer.  I don't think that I knew what love was really in my marriage at least not the kind of love I want now. But I did love him and it took several years to move from loving him to really loving me.  I still love him but not the way that I use to.  I am sure I will always love him for we shared a long life together full of happiness and sadness and fun.  But over these three years since I sat in myself and began to wonder what was it I actually wanted in a relationship and how would that best serve me now, required me to go really deep into my soul to get the information I was seeking.  This is what I found out:
I want a relationship with a man that has been developing himself spiritually for a long time and has some concept of what that means for him.  He has to really understand where he is in his life and where he wants to go. This would require that he too spent time with himself and got to go inside and really investigated what he want and needed in a women and what he could offer a relationship.  He too needs to be crystal clear.  And how that would look with a partner.  I need us to be on the same page, in our hearts and in our minds.  This Union would be an God inspired Union.  So the first place we would start is from the Heart Chakra.  We would have to, there is no other way.  I need to be able to feel him and he needs to be able to feel me. When your heart chakra is completely open,  you love in a different way.  It move you out of the ego and your love comes from the heart.  Most people have no ideal what it really means to experience love from the heart chakra.  I don't know if any of you who read my post are from my generation.  I would like to think so.  I remember when I was a young  girl.  The couple who you would meet during that time in the 50's and 60's, many of them who had been married for a long time began to look alike.  They almost looked like sister and brother instead of husband and wife.  Do any of you remember that?  What happened to those people was they were able to go to a place in their relationship that was beyond words.  The could telepathically communicate with each other.  They had an understanding that defied all reason.  And because of it they were becoming one.  One being!!!  This is where you go when you are able to connect with another being from the heart chakra.  You become androgynous.  This is where you go when you live and love the same person for a long period of time.  It defies all parameters.  Most of the people today can't be together for a long period of time.  Society is not defined that way anymore.  We have one night stands and it all come down to sex.  Now there is nothing wrong with sex, but REALLY sex.  Your entire life is based around it.  That is very sad and very low on the Tree of Life.  Very Low.  AIM HIGHER.

When you honestly take the time to cultivate your spirit and grow in the understanding that you are a Divine Being, you will also attract that energy to you in a partner.  There are men and women out here who are cultivating their spirits.  They really are out there.  So cultivating your spirit is the most important thing one can go.  It is cultivating the God self the higher parts of yourself.  Can you even image having a relationship with a person who is also cultivating the higher parts of their spirit.  A God inspire relationship.  When you have that kind of relationship, your love for the other person will hold no jealously not ego not manipulations, nothing of this way of thinking.  Only love, only compassion only respect and tenderness.  You will want only the best for them whether they are with you or not.  You will only want what is best for their higher good and you will always bring them your best.  You will be able to see what they see, feel what they feel, know what they know and the same would be true of them.  Together, you would go to levels of consciousness that you could not go to before.  This is what I want, and I know that I can have this type of relationship it is out their coming to me.  I have seen it in my meditations.  We are twin flames.  Let me tell you a little bit about twin flames:

"Twin flames, also called twin souls, are literally the other half of our soul. We each have only one twin, and generally after being split the two went their separate ways, incarnating over and over to gather human experience before coming back together. Ideally, this happens in both of their last lifetimes on the planet so they can ascend together. So you probably haven't had many lifetimes with your twin.  Each twin is a complete soul, not half a soul.  It is their task to become more whole, balancing their female and male sides, and ideally become enlightened, before reuniting with their twin.  This reunion is of two complete and whole beings.  All other relationships through all our lives could be said to be "practice" for the twin, the ultimate relationship."

Something to think about isn't it?  We talk about not being able to find a good person to mate with but we have to become that good person ourselves so that we can attract the one to us.  Look more closely at the Mirror Principle on this blog site, read it over and over again so that you can understand it.  Do what ever you need to do to prepare yourself, to develop your God qualities in your life and then attract your mate to you.  You can do it. !!!  I know who my Twin flame is.  We are not together yet, more work is need on our selves individually but I am hopeful because finally we are in the same place at the same time doing very similar things.  We will connect when the time is right and have an God Inspired Union.

Love You Much, In Lak'esh, (I am another yourself)  Peace and Blessings

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