"There is no Passion to be found PLAYING SMALL, in settling for a LIFE that is less than the one you are capable of Living.....
Red Solar Dragon, Nelson Mandala

Saturday, June 23, 2018

A Melanin Metamorphosis

I am the kind of person that will take my life in my own hands so that I can develop into the person I have come to earth to be.  So anything that will further my spiritual development along often appeals to me.  I will fast for long periods of time just to see what that looks like, I will move to places that claim to have great energy like Sedona, Arizona, I have attended lots of classes, learned how to meditate, participate in a Brain Balances program, went back to, a Holistic School where I studied Polarity Therapy and Cranial Sacral Therapy, Yoga Nidra, and Massage Therapy,  studied chinese herbs, created herbal formulas, vaginal steaming and a host of other things.  My friends are always amazed at the things I will do and the lengths I will take to move my life along.  So here is the latest thing and I am so proud of it, I needed to share it with all of you.  I do this because you have to go to great lengths sometimes to get what you want out of life and you can not be afraid.  You are GOD, a Divine Being and you are here to unlock the mysteries that are embedded in you.  Everything about the Universe is locked inside of you.  You don't have access to it but it is there.  You got to learn how to access it and a great teacher should be able to help you but finding a great teacher is the major problem.

Recently, I discover a Guru in India that I am quite intrigue with Sri Paramahamsa Nithyananda (Swamiji)  I am now studying with him and soon I will visit India where he is.  At the local temple here in DC, I had an experience that I want to share with all of you.  One of his disciples gave me a healing using an Atman Lingan that Swamiji gives to all who participates in the programs in India where he initiates you in to super consciousness.  This Lingan has   the pure consciousness of Swamiji which he transferred into it.  So it was like receiving Swamiji energy on you. She held the Lingan in my crown chakra and chanting for about 3 minutes. Then she told me to sit still for a few minutes before getting up which I did, once I got up I notice my eyes were running and I thought interesting.  But, the next morning, I woke up to looking like this:
I could not believe I was looking like this. I was complete stopped up and could hardly breath.  I felt aweful. But this was just the beginning. I then went to looking like this:

As it was progressing. People thought it was an allergic reaction to something I ate or the seasonal changes, I knew it was not but I don't tell them is was the result of healing.
So, it went to the next few pictures:

I am not looking like my self, I am not feeling well and nothing I did made it better. My eyes felt like they were closing up, it was hard to see out of them. My skin felt like sandpaper, dry and cracking. What was worst,  I could not use any kind of oil on my face, even water was painful.  Nothing was working!!
I stay in the house waiting for this to pass, not wanting anyone to see my monster face, it was very unpleasant.  But, I never lost faith in the process of healing or the person who did the healing.Sometime you just have to go through the FIRE!!!  So from  here we go to the absolute worst of this as it as been almost a month of the transformation:

At this point my transformation had been going on for a month and I felt it was time to make sure I was ok.  People thought that it was allergies or something I ate.  I knew it was a profound healing but I did not go into detail. My doctor is an Allopathic doctor whom also practices Holistically.  She knew I did not want to be on steroids so she put me on the Omegas 3,5,6,7,9,12.  It worked because my whole body was inflamed and it began to calm down my body and my skin began to heal.  The Vitamin C serum also helped and the MCT oil.  It just took a few days and I was feeling better and looking like myself although, I sheadded many years off my face.

 What a transformation, everything in my body was transformed down to the cellular level! The results from my blood work was that everything was really good.  I still need to watch the hypertension, vitamin d and iron was low. I am so proud of myself going through the fire, to claim my Divine Beingship.  I know there is more to come because there is much more work to be done.  But, this I would do again because healing must take place.  And I am not afraid!!!

In La'Kesh, (I am another yourself) Peace, Love and Transformation Everyone!!!

Summer Solstice 2018

Can you feel it?  Life racing along fuller and faster?  Earth's bounty flourishes.  Fruit ripens while flowers glisten shamelessly in the heat of the sun.  Ripe Mother, lush, abundant, sultry and swollen, chivvies us along in the frenzy of Her sacred play.  "Beauty is necessary," she says.  "Take pleasure in loving your world." Peering through Her (inter)Net, find abundant proof that across cultures wemoon splendidly embody this creative surge.  Share admiring tales and reflections in the glow of summer's light!  Present unflinching revelations of our innate splendor! Relish this Dazzling Divine fever--because it's about to change.  Here, at the "full moon of the year," while exalting the longest day, we pivot and bid farewell to waxing light.  While summer still shimmers, collage a colorful and cooperative future for our world.  Then make your leap of faith in its arrival.  Raise power with laughter and sighs of pleasure, with shouts and spins, and when the spiral peaks, Leap! With faith and one great cackling whoop, enter the waxing dark.
 Marian Spadone, Mother Tongue Ink 2012

For me the Summer Solstice is the other time when your spirit is open and most receptive to suggestion and reprogramming.  For 4 days, we rest and sleep, visualize and program in our spirits the events, ideas and desires we want to manifest in our life. It is a great time to give yourself a reboot and start a new. In fact, following the cycles of the year keeps you in touch and in harmony with the natural flow of the Universe.  There are specific things that happen each step along the way. Just like when you are planting a garden, there are specific times when you should plant a particular plant or when it is in harvest.  So too, does your spirit work the same way. Now is the time to set your intentions of what you want to sow into your spirit at the Winter Solstice.  In the fall at the Autumn Equinox, it will be the time to create a plan of what it will take to manifest the intentions you set at this time of the year.  You will 3 months to gather all the information you need to work your plan.  At the Winter Solstice you will sow the great seeds into your spirit.  You will have 4 days of deep sleep and meditation to do that.  If you are successful in your ability to sow your seeds, by the Spring Equinox, you should see those seeds sprouting and manifesting.  This is our the magic works.  This is living in the cycles of life that was created for us.  If you know how things work, you can then create the magic.  So go ahead and set those great intentions now!!!

In LaKesh, (I am another yourself)

Saturday, May 26, 2018


There are so many writings out there to inspire us to move our life forward so that we can have the full experience of life to be happy, free, authentic. And with all situations one need to weigh  what is right for them, what will move their life forward, how does it affect others around you, and did you create the situation you are moving away from.  I say this because just as you are responsible for your life, you are also responsible for your mistakes and sometimes you have to wait until the timing is right to move forward but with this said, you must have the courage to go forward and start again.  Here are some beautiful expressions, that I practice in my life, The words were written by the author Rania Naim. Of course, I saw it on my facebook page from one of my groups of inspiration, Wild, Women Sisterhood.  It is a group that most times think outside of the box.  Thinking out side of the box deeply touches my soul.  I don't know how I got this way but it is at the very foundation of my soul.  I am looking forward to knowing the other aspect of myself that are still hidden from me.  But, not for much longer now because I have been asking for help and help has presented itself.  So so happy about it and my growth.

You're allowed to leave any story you don't find yourself in.  You're allowed to leave any story you don't love yourself in.

You're allowed to leave a city that has dimmed your light instead of making you shine brighter, you're allowed to pack all your bags and start over somewhere else and you're allowed to redefine that meaning of your life. 

You're allowed to quit the job you hate even if the world tells you not to and you're allowed to search for something that makes you look forward to tomorrow and to the rest of your life.

You're  allowed to leave someone you love if they're treating you poorly, you're allowed to put yourself first if you're settling and you're allowed to walk away when you've tried over and over again but nothing has changed.

You're allowed to let toxic friends go, you're allowed to surround yourself with love, and people who encourage and nurture you.  You're allowed to pick the kind of energy you need in your life.

You're allowed to forgive yourself for the biggest and smallest mistakes and you're allowed to be kind to yourself, you're allowed to look into the mirror and actually like the person you see.


We sometimes look at leaving as a bad thing or associate it as giving up or quitting, but sometimes it is the best thing you can do for yourself.  Leaving allows you to change directions, start over or rediscover yourself and the world. Leaving sometimes keeps you from staying stuck in the wrong place and with the wrong people.

Leaving opens a new door for change, growth, opportunity and redemption. You always have the choice to leave until you find where you belong and what makes you happy.

You are even allowed to leave the old you behind and re-event yourself.

                                                                                           ~~Rania Naim

In Lak'esh (I am another yourself) Peace, Love and Allowance....


Friday, May 18, 2018

My SuperHeroes

 The Women that I Love
and admire for their strength
and grace, did not get that way
because shit worked out.

They got that way, 
because shit went wrong
and they handled it. They
handled it in a thousand
different ways, on
a thousand different days,
but they handled it.

Those women are 

~~Elizabeth Gilbert

In La'Kesh (I am another yourself)


Sunday, May 13, 2018

Yoga Webinar 2016: What you need to know about yoga

Greetings My Friends, This video is His Holiness Paramahamsa Nithyandanda loving known as Swamiji.  He is an Avatar whom has come back to earth to help us move our consciousness from human to Super Consciousness.  I am so happy to have found him, as he will assist me to achieve the things I have always wanted to achieve in my spiritual development.  His wisdom and abilities are available to everyone who is interested all he ask is that you come empty.  Please enjoy this video or visit you tube where there are many, many, videos to watch.  This is mind blowing material.  So get ready....

In La'Kesh, (I am another yourself) Peace, Love and Super Consciousness!!!!

Universal Mother's Day, Honoring Shakti

Mother's Day is a powerful reminder in everyone's life to celebrate the auspiciousness of Shakti, the Divine feminine grace.  Worshipping the Divine Feminine, the Cosmic Mother, is the sophisticated way to manifest superhuman powers~~Shakti.

The divine feminine energy is not  confined only to female bodies, it is a possibility within all of us.  In each one of us, there is an energy which constantly gives birth, expresses itself - that is feminine energy.

When you awaken feminine consciousness in you, you radiate physical fulfillment and emotional fulfillment ~which is enlightenment.  Worshipping and completion with the cosmic mother is the direct method to heal and complete your bio-memory and all the associated pains and suffering in your life.  The first and foremost relationship in everyone's  life is Mother.  Ability to learn, even idea to relate starts with Mother.  In Vedic tradition our Rishis were aware, our ability to connect with the mother should be directed to Cosmos.  It should inspire, it should awaken our higher consciousness to express through you.  Connecting with life as mother is the sweetest, most beautiful and easiest form to ever connect.

Cosmic Archives are the mystical records of all the events, words, thoughts, and actions, that have ever happened, are happening and will happen in the Cosmos.  The time shaft can be rewound and fast forwarded for answers that only a living incarnation can access.

The Avatar who is the embodiment of the Cosmos itself opens Himself in a language that we can understand!

~~His Holiness, Paramahamsa Nithyananda~~


In La'Kesh, (I am another Yourself

Wednesday, May 9, 2018

There is a Sacred Part of Me

There is a Sacred part of me
It's a gift from our ancestors from the Hapi Nile Valley

There is a Sacred part of me that nothing can discourage
No one can disturb my peace.
She is Nut, the sky mother who is indwelling.
She is Tehuti, who guides my divinely inspired words.

There is a perfect part of me that nothing can discourage
No one can disturb my peace.
That perfect part of me
She is Ta-Urt, the earth mother who nourishes by Body Temple.
She is Nebt-Het, the guardian who purifies my space.

Where is she?
Where is she?
Go within,
Go within,
She's there.
She's there.

There is a sacred part of me that is deep within my heart
So deep that nothing can disturb my peace.
That scared part of me
She is Het-Hru, most beautiful.  
She is Sekhmet, the healer.
She is Ast, the Great Mother who heals my relationships.

There is a Sacred part of me that no one can mislead
No one can destroy my peace.
That sacred part of me
She is Meshkenet, guardian of birthing.
She is Maat, who keeps my heart serene.
Where is she?
Where is she?
Go within.
Go within.
She's there, 
She's there.

There is a Sacred part of me that no one can discourage
No one can disturb my peace.
That sacred part of me

She is Sesheta,
who heals and reveals all.
She is Nefer Atum, Indewlling
Lotus of Divinity.

There is a Sacred part o f me that resides within my crown that
No wickedness, or venom or anger or mistrust,
No evil doings or wickedness can touch. 
There is a sacred part of me that is graced with harmony.
There is a Sacred part of me filled with serenity.

Where is she?
Where is she?
Go within.
Go within.
She's there.
She's there.

Close your eyes 
She's there.

Thank you, Divine Mother/Father
Thank you, Ancestor, Shepsu
Thank you, all my guides and Sacred Sisters.
Tua Ancestors, Tua.

by Queen Afua

In La'Kesh, (I am another yourself)